Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Bad news!!

Well, everyone, husband and I went to St Louis yesterday. We left at 6:30 and got home around 8:00pm. At the ultrasound, the dr said that it is an ovarian mass. She said that it is more than likely a cancerous one. She said that if it is we will have to have surgery right away. There is only a 5% chance of preterm labor when surgery is done during pregnancy. I know that is only a small percentage but still very scary. I had to get blood work and an MRI done yesterday. The MRI showed that it is definately not a fibroid. Which is what I was wanting it to be. So, husband and I are going back tomorrow morning to see the OBGYN Oncologist. We are probably discussing surgery and what happens after I have the baby. I don't know if there is any hope that it can still be benign. I will have to ask the dr tomorrow. I cried all day yesterday off and on. Luckily my husband is being very strong eventhough I know that he is probably crying inside. I just keep thinking to myself that I am so young and I am going to have 2 young children. I don't want to be away from them. I definately don't want to be without them or them without me. I always think the worse of the situation but I can't help it. Anyways, this is not a very good Valentines day present or 25th Birthday present!!
Please everyone keep praying for me and my family!!

15 comments:

Queen Mother said...

I wish I could just hold you and your family in my arms right now.
Father God please wrap these dear ones in your peace.

Anonymous said...

Hello 2ndtimemommy!
I received a prayer request for you from a mutal friend, even though I do not know you. You ARE my sister in Christ and I am praying that the Lord of ALL will supply your every need and as you CLING to Him, He WILL strengthen you. Just like the story of in Daniel, there were 4 men walking in the flames and God IS with you thru this. Do not ever doubt that! Be strong sweet mama...Jesus loves you very much! And He wants only the best for you...
Your Sister in Christ,
CF

FarmWife said...

Oh, sweetie, I was hoping it would be nothing. You are in my prayers as are your husband and babies and family.

Lord, Bless her and keep her safe and sheltered in your arms.

Lauren said...

Praying for you!!!!!!! There is a woman in our community who is fighting cancer the 2nd time around... She was initially diagnosed during her 4th pregnancy, went through treatments, etc... and had a healthy baby.

I had a melanoma scare a few years ago... not nearly as serious, but still scary. Praying for you to have peace in the midst of the chaos, for wisdom for your doctors, and for your precious little one to remain healthy through al this!!!

Unknown said...

Hello. I don't know you 2ndtimemommy, but I read on Farmwife's blog that life is pretty rough for you right now.It looks to me like you have some special friends and a special man by your side. I am sending you my positive thoughts from over here in England and will keep checking to see how you are.Keep your chin up. I hope you don't mind me writing, as I am a stranger, but I want you to know that people are thinking of you. You must be pretty special yourself to be so loved. Sarah

Inkling said...

You are in my prayers! I'm Farmwife's cousin, and used to live in both SE MO (Cape) and in St. Louis. If you need to know anything - about good churches, good doctors, whatever, let me know. I know that area inside and out. I wish there was so much more that I could do for you, but know that you are being prayed for big time. May you and your husband stay close to each other and to God during this time, and may you both trust the One who loves you most no matter what.

Anonymous said...

Sending prayers from the Pacific Northwest for you, your baby and your family...Hugs and Smiles.

Farm Fairy & Bruno said...

Hi Honey, hope you are well that the fear you have will lesson and that all my prayers for you and your family are delivered...May God keep you always. Anything we can do? You have many sisters watching and praying for you..Big hugs for you. Happy Birthday ...So sorry it is this that you face. xoxo

Anonymous said...

Hey Sweetheart...this is your Tennessee MOM and DAD and Matt, TOO. WE love you so very much, and our prayers are for you and the baby to be GREAT. We are hoping for the best, and love you so very much.
We are here for you and your precious family.
Much love to you, ALWAYS,
Robin, Dave and Matt

Grace said...

Hello... I'm so sorry to hear your news, but know that I'm praying for you and your little one to have the strength to get thru whatever is put in your path.

Nan said...

I'm here by way of Farm Wife. My heart goes out to you. I am amazed at the strength you show in your writing. I firmly believe in prayer and how God can turn things around. I am praying for that for you.

-Cate
www.nanananabobanna.blogspot.com

Brando said...

All my thoughts and prayers are with you.

Good luck.

Queen Mother said...

just wanted you to know I'm still checking on you.
hope you feel like blogging soon

Grace said...

I'm just checking in with you! I'm still praying!

Lauren said...

How are you holding up? We're praying for you!!!!